its ok to cry. a broken heart. a cookie or two. friends to make me laugh. and snow to make all things beautiful again. this week was hard. charles micheal and i are no more. but i have cried my tears away. now i choose to be happy. Valentines Day i am going to visit my best friend Livi in Chicago. how excited we both are to see each other. and we have decided to dress up and go to a fancy dance. drink tea and eat cupcakes. stay up late and watch movies in black and white. paint each others nails and dance to happy music.
i am still stuck in my winter wonderland. its been warm lately. so much that the pond melted. and i saw duckies swimming around. i named them and sang them little songs. sitting inside near the fire i sat looking up at the stars. connecting the dots to makes silly constellations. i wish i lived on the moon in a far away galaxy with purple gold and turquoise stardust. or in an open meadow. with pink and orange butterflies to whisper little secrets to. and peanut butter sandwiches on sweet white bread to share with the fluffy grey rabbits that would hop and bop around the meadow with the baby lambs. id pick pretty daises to stick in my hair and have pretty acoustic music to fall asleep to. some thing like this...
i have been horrible at replying to comments. forgive me! my life has been all over the place lately. ive read every single one of them and they all make me smile and happy inside. you all are so sweet. and i may not comment on your posts but i do visit your pages and read ur posts (:
XoXo,Lily






christmas and new years eve was as magical as it always is. christmas morning presents were unwrapped and surprised faces were a joy to see pumpkin pancakes were delish! and lunch with the family was filled with laughter and hugs. fireworks popping at midnight to celebrate 2009. apple cider. red wine. cheers and people shouting "Happy New Year!" couples kissing. happy faces. rhinestone headbands. tea plates. a strand of colourful good luck elephants. notebooks. pens. perfume. nail polish. and fizzy bubble bath balls. all my little treasures i picked up on my lovely stay in hawaii. 
my firework pictures i must track down. i will add them as soon as i find those silly pictures. now its time for me to go downstairs and make myself a warm cup of tea and then bundle up to go down to main street and run few errands. I cant wait to sit down tomorrow and read all the post ive missed and catch up on my reading. and thank you for the comments! 

