Twinkle Twinkle

my room is slowly disappearing into brown boxes that are piling up. im moving! not far however. just up the street around the corner and threw the trees. the sweet tunes of john mayer. meaghan smith. matt hires. and susie suh have been playing all weekend long. ive danced around my room. day dreamed away. and made silly faces in the mirror. do u like my bangs? its so different for me. but i am getting used to it...

its ok to cry. a broken heart. a cookie or two. friends to make me laugh. and snow to make all things beautiful again. this week was hard. charles micheal and i are no more. but i have cried my tears away. now i choose to be happy. Valentines Day i am going to visit my best friend Livi in Chicago. how excited we both are to see each other. and we have decided to dress up and go to a fancy dance. drink tea and eat cupcakes. stay up late and watch movies in black and white. paint each others nails and dance to happy music.

i am still stuck in my winter wonderland. its been warm lately. so much that the pond melted. and i saw duckies swimming around. i named them and sang them little songs. sitting inside near the fire i sat looking up at the stars. connecting the dots to makes silly constellations. i wish i lived on the moon in a far away galaxy with purple gold and turquoise stardust. or in an open meadow. with pink and orange butterflies to whisper little secrets to. and peanut butter sandwiches on sweet white bread to share with the fluffy grey rabbits that would hop and bop around the meadow with the baby lambs. id pick pretty daises to stick in my hair and have pretty acoustic music to fall asleep to. some thing like this...

i have been horrible at replying to comments. forgive me! my life has been all over the place lately. ive read every single one of them and they all make me smile and happy inside. you all are so sweet. and i may not comment on your posts but i do visit your pages and read ur posts (:

XoXo,
Lily